feeling sad again…

shan is in hospital now..

who can i talk to????

Dear Mr C,

From now on, I would only treat u as my best fd.
I used to like you, I had told u about that,
but u have never replied me anything.
You are not the one who worth i love.

I’ll always be happy.You too.
Bye for now.

Ms. Y

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我諗我明嫁啦…
算把啦…

Five days passed already,
did i learn something new in these days???
um…i think yes,,but honestly,only a little bit,
so.,anything else i got during this period?

I was really sad in this week,
becoz of studies,friendship,etc…
Sigh,,who can i talk to??
I really need to talk wif someone..
i got lots of stress n sadness…
but somehow, there’s no one i can talk to..
now, i feel extremely lonely.
i did tell mum about my circumstance.
however,it just made her unhappy.
so.it’s better for me to keep all the things .
um…no one knows when the volcano will erupt..

or i should put all my energy into studies
as there’s no point in being negative,
once i can do that.i strongly believe that i change already.

OKAY,Let’s wait for that day!